Carla van Raay's second unflinching memoir. She moves beyond her rocky past as God's Callgirl and attains full womanhood via an authentic and challenging relationship with her sexual equal. An exploration of ongoing emotional and spiritual growth. this is the story of how God's Callgirl evolved into God's Woman. After the international publication of her sensational memoir, former nun-turned-prostitute Carla van Raay settled back to a quiet life as a housekeeper. Celibate for twelve years, she was unprepared for the reappearance of a past love. Aaron had been nineteen when they met; Carla was thirty-four, married, with a baby, a dark past, and some serious growing up to do. When they reunite, it's with searing intensity: 'He steps inside my house, pushing his big energy before him. It envelops me before his body reaches me for our first hug and my knees are already buckling, because that energy - the feeling of him - is exactly the same. And now I know that I have never forgotten him.' Desire: Awakening God's Woman is a frank exploration of this sexual, emotional and spiritual connection. told with the unswerving honesty that made Carla's first book, God's Callgirl, a bestseller, it charts the ecstasy, the agony, and the price of passion.