Through her deep engagement with Dickinson's poems-by turn prayers, partners, revelations, songs-LeMay has written a book that is, in Dickinson's words, 'the Heart's portrait - every Page a Pulse,' every page a kind of faith. -Sarah Sentilles, author of Breaking Up with God: A Love Story
Part spiritual autobiography, part homage to Dickinson's inexhaustible poetic genius, and part exuberant close readings of the astonishing poems in which she wrestles with questions of faith and belief, I Told My Soul to Sing is a valuable study of the poet's heterodox imagination. LeMay does not shackle Dickinson to a procrustean bed of doctrine and piety, dilute the poet's astringent ironies, or flatten the provocative ambiguities. She has a gift for choosing unfamiliar poems from the canon and for judiciously quoting and interpreting them. A smart, seriously playful, winning, and readable commentary on a quintessentially elusive, thorny, and linguistically daring American poet. -Herbert Leibowitz, editor, Parnassus: Poetry in Review
A hybrid of devotional writing, spiritual memoir, and literary analysis-and the kind of book we wish we saw more often. It is a daring endeavor: as Tweetspeak Poetry said, 'an interesting combination of genres and approaches that could have easily gone awry.' But LeMay deftly combines literary analysis with her faith experiences in a way that enriches the well-loved poems of Emily Dickinson, while simultaneously widening the genre of spiritual autobiography. Widen your understanding of the highly personal ways in which art and faith intersect. -Image Journal
In 1860, when she was just thirty, Emily Dickinson wrote a poem meditating on Jacob's nightlong wrestling with an unseen stranger in Genesis 32. I will not let thee go / Except thou bless me, she quotes Jacob as saying, then pivots on his realization, moments later as the sun rises, that the stranger who had stooped to struggle with him was God himself: And the bewildered Gymnast / Found he had worsted God! (Poem 145). The poem explodes in wonder that God would permit himself to be known in this way. As Kristin LeMay argues in this striking series of meditations on twenty-five Dickinson poems, this is exactly the realization arrived at by the over eighteen hundred poems and one thousand letters Dickenson wrote, visible if you read them slowly and carefully enough, allowing them to goad and challenge you, rattle you in their inconsistencies, and comfort you in spelling out what you had never seen articulated before. As LeMay puts it, Dickinson was a poet who called herself a pagan, foreswore prayer, never gave a confession of faith, and left the church (p. 164), and yet, for all of her resistance, was finally a poet who could describe herself in a late fragment as grasped by God (p. 234). She seems to have spent a lifetime wondering at a God who would come near, take on her wild blows, and continue to hold on, whispering out of love's weakness, Then have I / Nothing to show / But Calvary- (Poem 652).
I think LeMay is correct in this view of Dickinson, but that is not the real strength of this work, for, as she notes, you can find a version of this position in such scholars as Roger Lundin, James McIntosh, and Alfred Habegger. What is remarkable about the book is the personal struggle it enacts. Much like Dickenson herself, LeMay begins the book with Jacob's opening confidence-I won't let her go until she blesses me (p. 11)-but ends with Jacob's chastened awareness that the real wonder is that the poet had been the one holding on all along. Twice, in her last year 1886, Dickinson turned Jacob's words and wrote to dear friends, I will not let thee go, except I bless thee (p. 254). LeMay concludes with this thought-that the true wonder is that poetry, and through poetry, God himself stoops or condescends to be wrestled with, intending all along to bless in coming near. I read this book, then, as a spiritual memoir, accomplishing deeply inward work through what would seem the very ordinary tasks of literary criticism-working out linguistic puzzles, charting poetic breakthroughs, tracking down biographical details, holding on to these twenty-five poems over the course of a decade and allowing them to challenge and deepen my spiritual life, my beliefs and doubts.
-Thomas Gardner, Anglican Theological Review
