I was only ten years old when I had my first spiritual experience. My little sister's death at the age of 6 opened me to a completely new sensitivity (ESP), which meant that I was suddenly able to see through people and feel their pains and worries. I realised that grown-ups would feel a certain way, but then act completely differently. It was a very frightening experience to be 10 years old and to be able to see how seldom there is alignment between feelings, thoughts, words and acts in other people. I couldn't understand why things were not in alignment, and everything I thought I knew was suddenly false. It left me empty and depressed. At 15, in my lowest moments, I received a mysterious parcel. Inside was Hazrat Inayat Khan's little book of aphorisms Gayan, Vadan, Nirtan. There was no note. I never discovered who sent me that parcel, but that book became the first glimpse into my spiritual path. I just opened the book at random and read these words: If you will come forward to greet us, we will bow down and lift you up. I knew instantly that I was no longer alone. Since then I read anything and everything spiritual I could get hold of. My public life grew. I began writing and singing music, and I spent more than thirty years living the show-biz life. It was a way for me to be in the world, to find an identity, to make a living, and be accepted by the norm. But behind this facade lay my real identity and my search for answers. I spent as much time as possible reading and studying the world's mystics and religions. I even learnt Aramaic to get to the real heart of the Bible. Then suddenly I was struck by an unknown illness that mystified the doctors. No one could even name it, let alone cure it. For three years I laid on a bed, completely lame and paralysed by pain. Then a friend of mine got me in contact with The Seer, who with one phone call completely healed me. I decided that I had to find this magic man, and after an adventurous journey around Europe I found him and became his apprentice. And it was under his guidance that I learned that one cannot just read and obtain knowledge without practicing it in real life. Through The Seer I learned what my real life-purpose was, so in that way I, a 45-year-old man, was reborn. Since that moment I have been practicing healing, prayer, out-of-body-experiences and much more. My sensitivity has been reawakened, but now in a much more positive way. In 2007 I began to see the crystals that are a net of light, that keep our reality together. I also see the crystal formations that hover over every soul, and tell the story of who that soul really is, and what its purpose is. I invite you to step into the your own crystal portal, and experience what a vast and multidimensional reality we are all part of. You can read much more about all this in my books The O Manuscript and the forthcoming The Secret Teachings of Yeshua.
